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alright, my enter key came off and i'm really pissed off. haha:) but other than that, not much feelings.hahaha:)

my birthday is in a few days time, which signifies the turning from 16 to 17. and i think that should be enough. i don't really have much desire to watch any M18 movies anyway. and i think i would love to stay at the same age. hahah:) and recently, i realise that lamers are all getting happy at my expense. is this like payback time or what? hahaha:) and yes, i'm really busy next week. i doubt i'll be able to make it to celebrate with you guys. I'M SORRY. but it's alright. i know how you nice you guys are. and that's enough. for a birthday present, maybe an enter key would be nice!!! and you guys are so terrible, refusing to go out with me tomoro. i want to watch my girlfriend is an agent eh. how can deprive me? still ask me go watch 2012 next week, although i also kinda want to watch it. hahaha:)

anyways, i really think that i've been leading quite a wonderful life. not really rich, poor in fact, in monetary terms. however, i'm always rich with love. i realise something, people always remembers my birthday, and it is always celebrated. regardless of the fact that my birthday and carol jie's one fall on the same day, i think we always celebrate it. and i love that, the strong family bonding, the many pictures taken during such occasions. even though it signifies us getting a year older, it also signifies how much we've all grown during that year,. sometimes, i realise that i can get jealous easily. at other times, i wonder if the jealousy is eating into me sub consciously. nevertheless, growing up in my family, i've never felt really jealous over anyone. in fact, i think i seem to get everything that i want. other than having my parents to love me, i have a wonderful pair of god parents, whose doors are always open, waiting for me to stay over when i'm free. truly, i'm more than gratified. other than that, my cousins and i foster good relationships too. they love me like how their parents do. i've always felt that i'm a part of their family too, always included. and i have always thought of their love as something very 伟大. haha. but it's true, i'm not even their sister. and when i look back at my photos in my younger days, i realise that i celebrate my birthdays "grandly" every year. haha:) i guess i must really be very 幸福. haha:)

anyways, i hope that i'll grow up and stop being childish. haha:) and i love everyone who loves me. go shopping with me alright?

oh well, i realise that i've been turning really lazy now, which is not the right time. urg! i think i shall not go to amk tomoro. haiz.. i've got tonnes of work to complet ...《 詳全文 》

finally, after much deliberation, I've decided to update my blog. my brother's PSLE is finally over, which ends the misery for everyone, especially for him. The air of awkw ...《 詳全文 》

ok, i finally got my packing list for my camp. and yes! finally, PSLE is next week. after that, or actually, before that, i haven't been helping my bro with his work as he is n ...《 詳全文 》

haha:) this morning, had a very exciting self-select timetable session, where i thought my page let me down. haha:) luckily for me, i successfully enrolled into 02.haha:) it's ...《 詳全文 》

yesterday is mum's b'day, since its officially saturday now:) we went to jack's for lunch, after having to wait for my brother  come home from his very far away sc ...《 詳全文 》

anyways, i forgotten.. yesterday, when i saw a mooncake commercial, i was telling my brother that the lantern festival is round the corner..and i started thinking about eating moon ...《 詳全文 》

bleah! its the one week hols that everyone is finally able to enjoy at the same time, but i haven't even met lamers:( boooo! yes, i miss my girlfriend! seeya tomorrow! went out ...《 詳全文 》

i'm getting all confused. sometimes, i think our heart are all too fragile. made of glass? i guess so. some people just wants to put on a strong front to prevent themselves fro ...《 詳全文 》

perhaps, i've not been good enough perhaps, i could have done better. then, will you be happier with me? i've lost all hope. you seem unsatisfied no matter what? what is i ...《 詳全文 》