+*自戀 狂人欣*+ =[ 兩個人的 風景﹐一個人 怎麼遇得到 ]=

不是沒有放下
只是我想悼念 一份
我 遺留 在過去的 感情
心情 或只是 濫情

我 想問
一個人 的情人節
還要過 多久﹐
不是 很期待 有 情人
的 感覺 ﹐可是 我真的想找人 讓我
好好的 賴一下﹐能讓我
好好的 使壞~~~~

那麼 傷﹐
是 我沒有能夠
再度 讓自己 感覺到 愛
是我 麻木 了吧....
感覺 一樣 存在 只是
已經 不一樣了 ﹐
我不會 再 等待
我寧願 不切實際地
愛上空氣 也不願意面對
逝去 的勇氣。
我 有可能 再次 對別人好嗎﹖
你把 我 當作 空氣嗎~
錯。 空氣 是必須品
所以 我大概不 是 空氣。
因為 沒有 真的 跟我說過﹐
我 是萬中 無一 的
我 不是無可取代
所以 可以不存在
不留在 那個我還愛你 的
地方。 我走開了
才發現 可以那麼釋然的 放下
我真的可以 完全不去想你
不去 理會你的 任何 動向
我 甚至在線上 都不會去
看訪誰還在 線
就等人 找我~~~
因為 我連開 通訊社器 都怕
我怕 我會忍不住
想和 你說話
可是 已經 不可以了。
我不 知道 還有甚麼可以說
甚至 不覺得我們是朋友
那麼 可悲。

既然會 是這樣~~~
就當 一切 不存在
我們 可以再重來嗎
下次 我或許 不敢 主動了
我 是不是 應該選擇默默地
遙望著 幸福 就好。
甚麼 依賴 性都只是我的 妄想
我們 沒有開始
也沒有 終點
嚴格來說 我們可以幾乎不算相識
相識可是 不 是熟絡的 人啊
不差你一個
別 存在了 別再出現了

881

[DJ]: Suicide Bomber.

( Seems that the Blogger is down. Is it For Maintainence? )

When time has shown that its not good being remembered.

Wohoo~ Caught the Deathnote with a groupie last nite @ Lido.
Went home for dinner with Sin first, before getting out
in a mad rush for the supposedly 9pm Show @ Cineleisures.
We hop on a cab. And was the First to reach Cineleisures.
BUT..the tickets was damn selling out FAST.
Of Cos not enough for a group EIGHT of us.
So.. Me..Sin..Lina..& Delwyn went rushin for the Lido.
Delwyn went the underpass way. We ran from the Outside.
Was going to have a fun race~but of cos we cheated by running
Ahh. Did manage to get tickets for EIGHT~ 4 by 4.
Blocked Theatre Lido1~ O - P (9,10,11 & 12).
So waiting..Waiting..920pm is the show.
Candy.........and Lina's fren late. But..Still Makes It.

The movie is Oke lahh. Dialogue Alot~
and this is only the first part of the 4 movies.
Gosh~ The Light Yagami! Really no where near the comic~
Kira was supposed to be a very handsome n smart lookin villian..
But..Not Alike lahh! But "L" is CUTE! Damn Cute.
Anybod wants to rewatch the movie can find me..
Lol. No I only want to see the parts with "L" .~
wake me up somewher in the mid of the movie ba.
That is CUTE de lorr. The "L". Raves Raves About "L".
Rather than that Light. But overall movie was good.
I want to watch the next parter. Ahh~

How did I got remembered By: Suicide Bomber..?
Kande: "Y u so shocked..lol"
Remembered by the Suicide Bomber good meh...
Went into the friendster..profile..aiya..
Shit Man. The testimonials recent de~ wtf*

Bored liao.
Bored Liao.

881

Dear U,

Yesterday returns to the office after a "long rest"
and haa happens todae is my off day.
if not, I dun think I will wants to make the
guest appearance. since I can't tok too.
reportin to work also nt much help.
its really very nerving to hear the phones ring
and u are the only one at the dumb counter YET
u can't answer the phone. so u ve to let the thing
RINGS n RINGS cont in ur face. duh~
was rushing thru my reports for june.
 BUT forgt to submit lorr. i think brain spoilt le.
 so accumulate n accumulate. its already e 4th of Jul!

haaha. ytd, a ger came over to do make over for Fish n XH.
(cos I rejected to be make over...HORRORS...)
I took alot alot of photos thru out the make over for XH...
well, sum out the whole folders was abt 120 shots?
oops I think I over did it. but I forgt that I dun ve empty cds
to write the files in, so whatever. we will see how.

yesterday was oso the Revival Round of Superband.
Qinobe, SB, MLB, Juz-B & Amber.
I predicted MLB will revived and they did. wohaha.
yahh..i didn't stay up for the results again.
was in my dead aslp mode after the medicines. duh.
but, anyway, lookin fwd to next week. Lucify's performance.
Yea.

haiz. after being sick for so long, and yet to recover,
I really got very tired le. nv knew I could be this sick,
and SICK for so long.
( I was wonderin, thot by deletin msn contact,
  the person can't contact u thru msn anymore?
  u mean my thinkin is wrong. )
sometimes, I think the more u wan to delete sth,
somebod, or whatever it mayb. e thing will fightback
and make itself remembered. its sick. too. 

watever. I think I am hungry.
tata. 881